Monday morning, 8 am. Neal Browning walked into the waiting room. He took in the reception desk, the play area for kids, the table full of magazines that he was too cautious to touch. There was another patient waiting, a woman in her forties with brown, chin-length hair. Browning wasn't sure whether she was here for the same historic reason that he was, so he decided to follow standard waiting-room procedure and sat quietly—no conversation, no eye contact. After a few minutes, a nurse called the woman back and he watched her disappear behind a door. Another few minutes passed and it was his turn.
First, there were questions: Still no fever? Still no contact with anyone who's been sick? Then there was a round of blood draws. Browning, a 46-year-old network engineer, had taken the morning off from his job at Microsoft, where he'd been unusually busy for weeks: His team was following the spread of a deadly new virus around the world, preparing firewalls and VPNs to allow a global workforce to suddenly start working from home. The engineers trailed the virus from Wuhan to the rest of China, to Europe, and to his own doorstep in Washington state.
Eighteen days before he walked into the waiting room, a teenager who lived 10 miles from Browning's house in Bothell, Washington, had tested positive for the new virus. The teen hadn't traveled abroad or had known contact with anyone with a positive case. Browning wrote on Facebook that Pandora's box had been opened. The next day, officials announced that the first person in the United States had died from the virus, at a hospital just 5 miles from Browning's house. (Earlier deaths would later be uncovered.) A few days later, when a friend texted Browning with news that a group of researchers were looking for volunteers to test a possible new vaccine, he marveled at how quickly the vaccine had appeared but didn't hesitate to sign up.
The researchers got in touch, asking to check his blood work and his medical background. (For the earliest phase of trials, they were looking for participants with a clean bill of health, so it would be simpler to trace any changes caused by the vaccine.) Browning started Googling. Viruses, vaccines, RNA, DNA—so many details of his own biology to which he hadn't spared a thought since an introductory science class back in college. He talked with his fiancée and his mother, both of whom are registered nurses, about the risks of offering himself as a test subject. There was the chance he'd have a bad reaction to the shot; the theoretical possibility that the vaccine might make his body produce antibodies that actually made the virus worse; and simply the inherent risk of unknowability associated with the brand-new. Still, to Browning, the risks seemed low when compared with the known danger. On the news, he watched as deaths mounted at a nearby nursing home, as the governor shut down concerts and then schools and then businesses. Now the moment was here, and he had no doubts. Only hopes.
Browning watched as his veins filled vial after vial, each of them a viscous red record of what his body was like now, in its “before” state. Then it was time for the shot. It took a few awkward tugs for the pharmacist to get the sleeve of Browning's blue collared shirt above his deltoid, but that was the only drama visible for anyone to see. The needle slid in, the needle slid out. A news camera clicked. Twenty-five micrograms of fluid, the first and fastest hope for stopping a pandemic that had been officially declared just five days before, diffused into the muscle of his right arm.
To Browning, it felt like “a big nothing.” That's what it looked like too. He pulled his sleeve back down. The pharmacist disposed of the syringe. From this moment on, any action would be invisible, hidden away inside Browning's body, where the dramatis personae were proteins and cytokines, T cells and B cells.